When I was pregnant with my first child, people came out of the woodworks giving me their well-intended advice and helpful encouragement.
“Put her on her back to sleep” – “Breastfeeding is best” – “Don’t feel guilty about anything” – “You will forget the pain of childbirth once you hold that precious baby in your arms” – “Just raise them with love!”
Just love? My ass! I tried that out once and that whole thing went to hell just about as soon as it began. Love doesn’t get them back to sleep when they wake up hungry every half hour! The best advice I ever got, “Never wake a sleeping baby.”
Another thing people liked to tell me was, “You will just know what to do with them.” Well, I don’t recall ever identifying with those words with at 3:00 am, crying to Matt that I just don’t know what to do with this inconsolable, screeching overgrown sperm before shoving her into his arms and running to hide underneath the comforter. Bless him for being there in my moments of despair.
The opposite of all that advice is closer to the truth. Children come programmed with this sixth sense that they can just tell when mommy plans to be productive with her day, go to the bathroom, or just sit in solitude for five minutes. They smell it as soon as soon as you think it, as soon as they wake up! It’s like waking up to the smell of coffee, only for babies. Those are the times that they are latched on to your leg and hip like a leech on a blood-filled water balloon. At any inclination of putting them down or leaving them for five minutes, the tears, shrieks, fangs, and talons come out. That’s when you think, “you know the public was really hard on Susan Smith.”
So here’s what all of these people should have been telling me.
-Your kids:
While you will love them more than life itself, you will never be so happy to get away from them.
They will make you cry more than any bump, bruise or breakup you’ve ever known.
They aren’t so cute if not fed or lacking sleep (you or them).
You will feel guilty for just about every decision you make for them.
You will worry about EVERYTHING, no matter how big or small.
You don’t get sick days as a parent.
You second guess everything you do, wondering if you are doing the right thing; knowing you are probably wrong.
Last but not least:
Nothing is better in the world than when your children wrap their little arms around you and say, “I love you Mommy!”
That makes all the other stuff worthwhile.
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